Anchor – Novo Amor

Took the breath from my open mouth, Never known how it broke me down, I went in circles somewhere else Shook the best when you…

Ulysses

[…] It may be that the gulfs will wash us down: It may be we shall touch the Happy Isles, And see the great Achilles,…

I met you in the rain on the last day of 1972

I met you in the rain on the last day of 1972, the same day I resolved to kill myself.

One week prior, at the behest of Richard Nixon and Henry Kissinger, I’d flown four B-52 sorties over Hanoi. I dropped forty-eight bombs. How many homes I destroyed, how many lives I ended, I’ll never know. But in the eyes of my superiors, I had served my country honorably, and I was thusly discharged with such distinction.